Do you think it’s really worth it?

I do alot of charity work, I always try to include her. Recently she started her own project. Sending tents to Haiti. We managed to secure several sources, even a cargo container destined for Haiti in 2 weeks. A few days ago, we got into a fight over something so trivial, and she ended things out of anger. I don’t think she meant it, but it still happened. I told her I would continue helping her with her project and drop the money at her place in a few days.

It’s been a lot harder than I thought. I have a lot more charitable friends than she does. Honestly a minute phone call usually gets donations enough for a tent or two. I’ve already raised several times more than she has. But it’s merely because of the people I know, not volume. I loved this girl more than anyone else, and when I ask people for donations I start remembering her; and it makes me very sad. I don’t want to sound selfish. . . but is it really worth it. . . . ? Should I just drop what I have now to her and just call it a day?